New House &

Talking to God/dess

 

Dreamzzz:

Monday, 13 August Y2K1

Ron & Mama & I moved into a Huge house. We were unpacking & I found an old brown rug. I wondered why the movers had packed that? I had been holding Pepper. I put him back on his perch to pack this rug out to the garage so we could wipe our feet on it on the way to the door to the house. After putting the rug down, I looked around the 4 car garage.

Outside the open garage door I saw a door in a cement wall. I opened the door and discovered a bathroom. It was filthy with dirt & grease. It was a room about 10x10 & all cement. The toilet was in the middle of the left wall and the sink was behind the door on the right. The problem with the sink was that the plumbing came up about 3 feet from the walls and the sink was put in facing and leaning against the wall. It was really crazy. There was something in the far corner like a box or something. I looked around & thought that the cement block walls needed to be sealed with that special paint.

I went back out & asked Mama & Ron if they knew anything about that bathroom. Neither had seen it. I showed it to them. Ron just shut the door on it & said that we already had enough bathrooms, we didn't need this one!

Then I was driving my Honda around to the back side of the house. There was a 6 car garage around over there! Just outside the garage was a 10x15 wooden shack, surrounded by 55 gallon drums, in a hard-wood forest. It must have been late fall, for all the dry brown leaves had already fallen from the trees. although it was a bright, sunny, warm day. A jolly "Goddess" was dancing around in navy & beige pin-striped cover-alls. She was buxom & plump; a nice round figure. Her hair, which was about the same color as the Autumn leaves, was loosely done up on her head, but strands of it were falling down. I had a notion that this was The Goddess come to Play on Earth. She was dancing as she sang the Jiffy-Lube Jingle: "We don't want to change the World, we just want to change your oil." I stopped & opened my car door & stood up to watch her. She was Funny & made me laugh.

"Do you want your oil changed?" she called.

I replied, "I guess. It's been a while."

She waved her hand and pointed to a spot between the shed and the trees. "You can park over here."

I got back in and moved my car. Then I got out and looked around. "You don't have a lift to put the car up on?"

She danced up to a drum with a bucket and poured the oil in. "Oh, no. I have the hydraulic jacks. Do you want new or recycled oil? Recycled is half price."

That made me happy and I replied, "I'll take the recycled oil. Glad to help out Mother Earth."

She smiled and twirled away with the bucket. "You'll have to wait for it to drain through the charcoal."

I laughed. Being around her made me very happy. "That's OK," I said, "I have plenty of unpacking to do in the house. Just let me know when my car is ready." I waved and walked into the house.

I walked down one hallway after another. Nothing seemed familiar. When I turned around to go back the way I'd come, it had all Changed behind me and wasn't the same hallway that I'd just come down. Finally I found Ron with a bunch of people. He seemed very happy. When he saw me, he grabbed me and gave me a big bear hug! "Congratulations," everyone said at once, "you've just won an audience with God!"

I was dumbfounded. I didn't know what to say. They ushered me out the door. "Just walk across the Green Meadow to the cabin at the base of the Mountains." So, I did.

When I got to the cabin, there was an old man with a long white beard sitting on a big swing hanging from a Huge Oak Tree beside a large garden. He called me over to sit beside him. We sat in Silence for a while, just taking in the Beauty of the Place -- it was Majestic!!! Finally, he said, "You have Questions for me?"

"Yes. First, I didn't really expect you to Appear as an Old Man, like people Fantasize you."

He laughed, a deep rumbling chuckle that echoed like thunder. "It's only an Appearance, as you said. Now what is your Real Question?"

"The World is in such a mess. Why don't you come and help us out; bring Peace to the World."

"Free Will. I gave You Free Will. I don't violate my own Laws. And when you Ask, I do send Messengers to help."

"But, people don't really have Free Will. Only the ones with money and power get to do what they want. Everyone else works for survival."

"People have Given their Power away. That is their Choice. It is also a Choice of Personal Power to take it back. How you Do that, you must Choose. It's a Choice to be Happy in the Moment or not. It's a Choice to InJoy what you are Doing in the Moment or not. If you don't like what you are Doing, you have a Choice to like it or Do something else. How you Feel in Every Moment is a Choice. Emotions are a Choice. And when you Feel them, it is your Choice to InJoy them or not, even the pain. It's all part of this Wondrous Life." He waved his hand at the Beautiful Expanse, then grinned at me. "The Choice is Yours!"

I was totally unsatisfied with these Answers! But, I couldn't be mad at him. In fact I Realized that I was BlissFully Happy, Over JOYed!!!! I just leaned back on the swing and sighed. I Felt SOOO Loved and Accepted. It was Awesome -- Beyond Words or Description........... So, I Bask in the Love and Joy!!!!!

After an Eternity I got up & said that I had to Go Back. He got up & hugged me........ I don't know how long. I closed my eyes & Fell into the Nothingness. Finally I felt a gentle kiss on my forehead and I Returned to my Body. I turned from the Majestic Mountains and walked back across the Green Meadow to our house.

Ron met me, all Excited! "Did you get to see God? Did you get to talk to Him? Do you Remember what He said?"

I laughed merrily, "Yes, yes, and yes. I Remember every Word. But, basically, He said that we are on our own. Free Will. But, it's OK. I have Faith in the Go(o)dness of the Human Spirit. We'll make it. I Know We Will."